Thursday, October 28, 2010

There's no purpose.. 有没有用。

Whether want to get away or just a feeling that is not delivered. Everything felt empty without laughter from his face, I do not expect a more only want to learn to be wise in dealing with situations like this.

Like two birds who live in a cage but do not speak
Is it still called a friendship?
For me there is no word if it all ended with a friendship this way.

God when all this must end, rather really ended. Because this is the umpteenth time like this.
Is there still hope to come back? should be friends, not friends but indifferent to one another. The odd thing I've ever experienced, so do not expect I would be flattered by her attitude. because he don't reflect good character at all.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Happy Sunday part II

Sbnr'y kmrn gw bete abiessss...
sayang'y gw jg bukan org yg bz bc pikiran org ..
klo gw adalah org yg bz bc pikiran org enak bgt kali y..

thx krn u dah care pas gw ultah, tp makin lm skrng gw makin tau sp u..
klo kmrn" ne kita dkt ky'y mnrt gw it adlah hal biasa dr awal pertemanan. tp makin kesne makin jelas sp u..
bayangin aj gw d cuekin abies"n kmrn d kampus.
mau jd ap cb.
rs'y gw pgn negur dn blng sm dia. syng gw bkn sp" dia.tmn aj jg bkn..
hahaha sepertiny mank it yg lbh pantas gw blng gt k u..

liat aj ntar gw gk akan inget" apapun tentang u.. nothing special dr u..
bahkan klo gw boleh jujur, u adalah co yg pengecut, lembek, tertama ank". mc manja..
bdan u duank yg gede so gede, tp dalemny ank" abies.. gk mikir dewasa.
thx ud kc gw kue k gw. tp next gw gk akan kc ap" k gw, bahakan ngucapin pun gk seperti'y.
gk penting jg gw buat nangisn seorang co yg manja..

hehehehe terserah u mo blng gw sombong, ato sebutan kata" laenny dr lidah mulut u karena prcuma u ngejek gw, gw jg gk bakal mo denger u lg..

thx for all.. :) Gbu always..

dn untuk hari ini bnr" lepas pikiran bgt gw pulang dr pelayanan..
ad yg lepas dr punggung ini rs'y.. Thx Babe.. Love U so much..

komitmen Tesa mulai dr hr ne,.. :

saya tidak akan menangis hanya untuk seorang cowok.
saya tidak akan mengatakan apapun sepatah kata pun sm dia.
saya jg akan mencoba untuk menutup hati saya untuk siapapun sampai Tuhan yg membukakan untuk siapa hati ini saya berikan..

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Wednesday, October 6, 2010

zz bgg "

i dont know why.. =="
after I go through all this again, I felt the same as a few years ago.

I dont know what made me want to say that I am happy to do this than it hurts my heart.

huft .. "Silence is better than a lot of talk"
btw, now I really cann't think anymore.

Home from college, I got a message from Erin.
She is my bestfriend. I am friends with her long enough..

She sent a message and said that she wanted to go away, and asked for prayer from me to her.
She said tomorrow would go a long way, but dont tell me where she would go. Kept her mouth shut doesn't tell what was happening to her. I am really worried.

zz bgg "

i dont know why.. =="
after I go through all this again, I felt the same as a few years ago.

I dont know what made me want to say that I am happy to do this than it hurts my heart.

huft .. "Silence is better than a lot of talk"
btw, now I really cann't think anymore.

Home from college, I got a message from Erin.
She is my bestfriend. I am friends with her long enough..

She sent a message and said that she wanted to go away, and asked for prayer from me to her.
She said tomorrow would go a long way, but dont tell me where she would go. Kept her mouth shut doesn't tell what was happening to her. I am really worried.